Life Does Get Better
I have to manage to work around the Muscle cramps and tension of the anger inside which builds at a smoldering pace everyday. Patience is supposed to be a virtue I have been told by some people, but I must have been missed with that virtue as I have very little Patience with which to work. With my Patience at a very low level I have begun to watch what I say to others, by thinking first about how I would feel if it was said to me as well as my reaction towards it. This alone takes a lot of Patience and will power not to say the wrong thing at the wrong time like normal.
Life does get easier even when you think it is not over because of the illness that was put upon me to grow in life. Some say I was cursed when with my Disease and I say I was Blessed with having M.S. so I may help others see the Positive side like helping to find a cure.
I have found the best source of information is the M.S. Society here in Calgary, combined with the help from the Calgary Home Care support team. Calgary Family Services helps with my bi-weekly cleaning and bathing I need help with at this time. Alberta Aids to Daily Living was the first Organization to help me stay living independently safely with the equipment and Support I needed at that time.
Without the Support of these Organizations I am not sure where I would be at this time as they have helped me tremendously thus far.
10/06/09
I have gotten back in touch with my family and having a good and sad reunion with them as we have lost our oldest Sister. There was good times for the first little while then came the sad news. I enjoyed visiting with Family I had not seen for many years, it was good to see them but would have better under different circumstances. Remembering the good times we all had together thru the years.
I have a Lady I care for and Love having her around and am lost when she is gone. She holds my Heart in her hands and all the Love it holds. My Soul Mate and Angel of my hopes and dreams has finally been found. So life for me is worth living and forgiving those who have hurt me on purpose or accidentally.
01/12/10
My Family have become a Blessing when it comes to Emotional & Physical Support in the last year. Pride had been in the way of asking them for help before as I always felt ashamed of where I lived and what was happening to me. Now I move around with pride because of the Family support which makes life worth living to meet my Angel of Hope.
06/01/10
I have had a turn for the worst for me as I am unable to walk right now or even transfer to a chair without assistance.