Living With A Chronic Illness
Living with a Chronic Illness is not aneasy task like some people believe. Always being looked down upon ax if you are nothing. I have lived my whole life with some type of Chronic Illness but mostly Depression. Living my life not feeling worthy enough to fit in with others always walking away from fights or stand there and get beat up for being weak. While people look down upon you without knowing the circumstaces.
Just because the disease does not show right away others say you are faking it so we can be lazy. The symptoms of M.S. do not always show at the beginning except the minor ones for some while others show right away. When I was Diagnosed all I had was numb hands and feet. My balance was okay since I could still walk. My diagnosis was Relapse/Remittance which meansa I would have goodand bad days.
Never thinking to much about the M.S. until I was diagnosed with secondary Progressive before I was in a wheelchair unable to walk anymore. I have lost to much muscle in my legs be able to stand very long.
I am in a nan exercise program to build the strength in my legs once again. Being able to walk without help once again on my own. for at least 100 meters. That is about the length I need to walk down the aisle at my wedding.